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Well aside from being very busy, i have found time to really focus on my music career. The band im on right now is finally complete. We go into record our EP in about 3 weeks so im very excited about that. But since ive been focusing so much on the band it has kinda left my photography out to dry, until here lately. I just did a shoot with my friends band ELIZABETH, those guys are awesome. There is a few shots from the set in my gallery so go check them out. I have a few more shoots coming up in the next two weeks so there will be lots more work to be posted. As well as all my old work that i have YET to edit an post up haha but i guess thats the price i pay of having to choose between my 2 passions, photography and music. Thanks to a deviant friend i have come to realize that i must an will be focusing more on portrait photography as opposed to any other genre, for the fear of me losing interest. I love taking nature, landscape, still life type pictures but its all ive ever taken. So i am working on broadening my horizons a little bit. =]





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  • Listening to: Funeral for a Friend
It seems as if the town i live in is growing smaller with every day that passes. The beautiful place i would go shoot at are slowing becoming less and less appealing my eye. While I'm sue that there are still so many places to go, the foot that once hit the gas is slowly turning into the foot that holds the brake. There's just this overwhelming lack of visual stimulation. I guess maybe i should open my eyes a little better or i could use a vacation! yea imma go with a vacation! Maybe that will open my eyes when i return!

side note:
redoing my gallery. touching up some old photos, and putting them in a sequence that bares easier on my mind. I guess that's what they call Obsessive Compulsive Dysfunction! ;]





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  • Listening to: Story of the Year
Alright well, its been a long time since ive really been on here an right now i am goin through all of my photos an i am deleting most of them. ill put them back up, im just goin to organize them in a way that works easier for me haha im OCD like that! :peace:=D


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  • Listening to: city sleeps - prototype
so i havent really been on here in a while, well at least no more than a check once a week or so. but i will try to do better. i just uploaded a few new pics an i will try to upload more real soon. =]


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  • Watching: blade II
  • Drinking: diet coke
well times right now are hard. this town is qwickly growing smaller. sights that used to bring comfort to me, now bring a since of overwhelming clastriphobia. i cant breath in this over populated shipile we call our home town. im craving the open road. the sights, the sounds. i need to get away. ive often feel as if I, (as a person) dont know who i am or who im suposed to be. I can hear my name bing called out down the road. ive heard it for years. ive just never been in the position to follow my voice an see where it is that i am suposed to go. someday soon, i will go. the voice i hear, gental and soft, is gradually beggining in scream an yell in pain. I will find myself, i will awnser the call. i will find who it is, that i am suposed to be.

an ill post all the pictures from along the way! ;) haha

thank you to everybody who has been keeping up with my photography. yall have helped me in so many ways, wether it be critisum, words of advice, or just words of kindness. my insperation derives from you! so thank you! =D


love&light



p.s. ignore the mispelled words an run on sentences. i just dont care right now haha.

also, if you would like to be featured the first 5 people to ask, got the spot!



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  • Listening to: skillet
  • Drinking: nadda
I normally keep my writing an journal post to myself, but i thought i wouldnt deprive the few people who actually read the things i post from the inner workings of a mind that is still trying to figure everything out. so here it is.


Middleground</u></i>


I keep seeing the same image in my head, night after night. Taunting me. I find it funny that these random brain synapsis, these trippy shots of dymethyltryptamine, can fuck with ones emotions so much. Im tired of the same visions being painted on my inner eyelids. because my brain is no pablo, for serious. But enough ranting, on to the main course.

I find myself stading in a large dark cold an empty room, stareing out of a window that has cob webs floating in the corners, an smugges from my hands. The room im stading in, im guessing is very old. The floors skuffed an scratched from those who stood here before me. My surroundings are all in grayscale, my skin pale, lacking pigment, everything in perfect detail and focus. Every spec of dust, every flaw in the window pane. Everything, except a book on the old dusty self to my right. Resting face down, this book is colored red. Vibriant and almost explosive. I cant make the letters running down its spine, but for some reason i know what resides on its pages. Its guts are filled with every awnser ive been searching for, everything that is missing form the equation im currently working. I could easily walk over, pick up the book and absorb the knowledge with its hard worn covers. But im drawn to the window. Something on the outside is holding my attention. My eyes are fixated. I sqwint my eyes trying to focus on whats out there. The reflection of the expression my face is making, off the window, hints at the possibility that whatever it is, it is something terriable. But my eyes are fixed. I dont move. I cant move. I almost seem lifeless. My nervous system seems almost inactive at this point, and my eyes hazed over. What the fuck could i be watching that has made my blood run so cold? Maybe ill never know.

I feel that is image is saying that i have a choice to make. go out an face my fears or hide within the idea that i can find an awenser to all lifes problems through someone elses experiences. The color red suggests vigour, strength, energy, life, and power, which is excatly what the book holds(or at least thats what i think). while the black floor speaks of negitivity an judgement. I believe that this room is the middleground if decision making. the place we retreat to when forced to choose on anything. Maybe ill never know the true meaning of this dream but for now, i have my conclusions. And i guess that that is all i really have to work with. I truly believe that our unconscious helps dictate our conscious mind, an actions. It goes far beyond our control. But thats a discussion for another time, and trust me i have a LOT on that subject haha. i take my research seriously yo!

until next time, sa-yo-na-ra.

love & light
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  • Listening to: teardrop - massive attack
  • Watching: house
  • Drinking: agua
so i put a bunch of older photos ive take in my scraps section. i had them in storage, but decided i should take them. These pictures are ones that arent my favorite, some i hate. but if you could maybe, check them out an tell me what ya think. it would help me out a lot!! =]

thanks doods an doodettes! <3



love & light
  • Listening to: jason mraz
In a nation thats follows every order barked at them though a glowing box of curcitry and angled mirrors, i find it amusing that people try and stand out. and yes not every being falls under mt stereotypical irrashinalization, but for the most part we are fighting an unbeatable fight of intellectual atrophy. Every televised billboard ad, persuades idiot beings that every gaget or gizmo will somehow make their lives easier or more enjoyable. why yes the nations advertising committe is a sly fox. They create something "cool" but at the same time syphen your wallet without a second glance. Pretty soon they will be selling "un-named device that thinks so you dont have too!" at every corner 7-11! I guess id better prepare my brain for comercial invasion. Shit.

Since when have the "nations" people forgotten to think fr themselves? I mean (dont) correct me if im wrong but, we should start digging deeper. Liturature, art, MUSIC! Im almost positive that more than 80% of our nations youth could'nt tell you who Edger Allen Poe was, let alone any musican. but could tell you all there is to know about any network television sitcom.

Our "government" swears up and down that we are on the path to a better education for todays youth. Bullshit. im not buying this one. Our brains have been crippled by thought dumbing, time wasting, sad excuse for a form of entertainment. Its time for change! BAN THE TUBE! (well everything that has no educational value to it at least)

Fuck it right? whats one voice gunna do?!




(ignore the run ons an ranting!!!)
but if you agree spread the word.
  • Listening to: national producy
                Wether it be who i am or who i claim to be, i cant change the fact that i can not find what im looking for! A reason to change? A reason to fight? A reason to live? Or dare i say, a reason to die? All of these questions have logical outcomes, and you would think that in one of these i would find my awnser.
Awnser me this. What do you live and breath for? Life? Love? Death? Questions such as these are not meant to be awnsered. Only pondered on, to give ourselves inner-peace.
I fight for the ones i love. I would take a bullet for a select few. Is that so bad? Maybe these are the reasons im looking for. Maybe ive found the awnsers to the questions ive been asking. Yet when i close my eyes i find myself calculating (if you will) these awnsers or so called reasons, trying to figur what they mean.
Questions lead to awnsers, yet awnsers lead to more questions. Its a never ending cycle of Q&A. Do I try and find someone to help me awnsers these questions? Or do i find them on my own? Again.... i find myself searching for another awnser.
  • Listening to: Corinne Bailey Rae
its amazing!! haha so i play guitar and have been playing for a while now, and i was hanging with some people last night and the had asked me to play for them, and while i was just lookin to have some fun, the were blown away and tonight they want me to come record a demo!!! how cool is that?! i guess we will see how it goes!!!! wish me the best of luck!! =] this could be my big break haha

Love and light!!

Char



p.s.
im goin to see incubus on sunday!!!

THATS RIGHT BE JELOUS!!!!
  • Listening to: Iron and wine
ok, well like the title says, im moving. im moving to a place that does not have internet as of right now, but will within the next few weeks. In the mean time i wil only beable to check it when i am at friends houses or on my fone but i cant respond back. sucky i know. but i do hope to hear from all of you soon and i hope yall leave me stuff to read when i do check it!!! you guys are awesome!!!

Much love,
Char
Im new to the deviantArt thing but so far I LOVE IT!! ive been using myspace to show some of my work but i got tired of it. most myspacers are fake an it drives me nuts. Deviantart is where its at!! haha


well talk to me, i wanna get to know yall!!! =]


Char